JUNE 23rd
2013. TWELFTH SUNDAY OF ORDINARY TIME
Gospel:
Luke 9:18-24
Translated from a homily by Don Fabio Rosini,
broadcast on Vatican Radio
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Don Fabio’s reflection follows
the Gospel reading ...
GOSPEL Luke 9:18-24
One day when Jesus was praying alone in the presence of his
disciples he put this question to them, 'Who do the crowds say I am?' And they
answered, 'John the Baptist; others Elijah; and others say one of the ancient
prophets come back to life'. 'But you,' he said 'who do you say I am?' It was Peter
who spoke up. 'The Christ of God' he said. But he gave them strict orders not
to tell anyone anything about this.
'The
Son of Man' he said 'is destined to suffer grievously, to be rejected by the
elders and chief priests and scribes and to be put to death, and to be raised
up on the third day.'
Then to all he said, 'If anyone wants
to be a follower of mine, let him renounce himself and take up his cross every
day and follow me. For anyone who wants to save his life will lose it; but anyone who loses his life for my sake, that
man will save it.
The
Gospel of the Lord: Praise to you Lord Jesus Christ
Kieran's summary . . . Does
the notion of renouncing yourself depress you? Does the news that you must lose
your life in order to save it sound like bad news? When understood properly,
this is the best news imaginable! The Gospel for Sunday begins with Peter’s
confession that Jesus is the Christ, but Jesus orders the disciples to keep His
identity secret. Why does He do that? Because Jesus does not want us to be
content merely with recognizing who
He is; He wants us to follow Him.
Even the demons recognize that Jesus is Lord, but they certainly don’t make Him
Lord of their lives! And how are we to follow Him? How are we to make Him Lord?
By refraining from following ourselves. By refraining from making ourselves the
measure of our own existence. Why are we inclined to think that self-renunciation
is such a chore? It is the affirmation of self that is the ultimate chore! We
are fixated with ourselves; with our image in the eyes of others; with things
that are limited and mortal and full of deception. It is only when we renounce
ourselves and make Christ the centre of our lives that we start to live fully.
It is only then that our lives are renewed, restored and redeemed. Taking up
the cross is not a dour chore; it is the daily rhythm of one who is heading for
the resurrection; who has displaced himself from the centre of his life, and
has made Jesus the focus.
How
do we make sense of the different parts of this Gospel?
This Gospel seems
to be composed of disparate parts. First, Jesus asks the disciples, “Who do the
crowds say I am?” Then He asks the disciples who they think He is. Peter makes
his confession and Jesus orders them to keep His identity a secret. Then Jesus
foretells His suffering, declaring that anyone who wishes to follow Him must
renounce himself and take up the cross. How are all of these various parts
connected together?
Why
does Jesus order the disciples to keep His identity a secret? Because He wants
them to stay focussed on FOLLOWING Him, not just recognizing his identity
Who is Jesus? It
is very important for each of us to be able to answer this question and it is
essential that the Church be able to express who He is. Peter describes him as
the “Christ of God”. This identifies Jesus with the Messiah, the One who is the
fulfilment of the promises of God in the Old Testament. Peter makes his
confession openly, in response to Jesus’ question, but then Jesus demands that
His identity be kept a secret! Why is this? Because Jesus wants his disciples to
keep focused on following Him, and not to remain at the stage merely of
recognizing who he is. In today’s world we are inundated with information,
chatter, and gossip. We know the most intimate and private details of other people’s
lives. Many of us devote much time to reading and absorbing information. We run
the very same risk as the disciples in the Gospel story: staying on the level
of information and never making the leap to action. It is interesting to note
that in the accounts of exorcisms in the Gospel, the demons always make a
profession of faith in Jesus. They always recognize that He is the Christ, and
Jesus always tells them to be quiet, just as he tells the disciples to stay
quiet about his identity in this week’s Gospel! The demons may well profess the
name of Jesus but they certainly do not follow him. The problem is not to recognize
who Jesus is; the difficulty, once we have recognized him, is to follow
him; to live by following in his steps, no longer simply accepting him in
theory, but conforming ourselves to his person.
The
starting point for following Jesus is to stop following ourselves
What is the
starting-point for following Jesus? The Gospel tells us that the first thing we
must do is renounce ourselves, take up our cross every day and follow Him. The
renunciation of self is not something that is done one time for all. It is
something that must be done continually. It is something that is a state of
being and a rhythm of being of the person who journeys towards the
resurrection, of the one who has found real life, of the one who loses that
which deserves to be lost and saves that which deserves to be saved. It is
important that we learn to discern that which merits being protected and chosen
in our lives. We continually run the risk of being caught up in that which does
not bring salvation at all.
Following
Christ entails rejecting a life that is focussed on my own interests. It is not
enough to recognize who Jesus is whilst living our lives within the parameters
of our own egos.
Why do I have to
lose my life in order to save it? Because there is a genuine risk that I might
indeed recognize who Christ is, but then decide to hold on to my own way of
doing things instead of following Him. There is a grave danger for Christians
of acknowledging who Jesus is, accepting that He is the fulfilment of the
promises of the Father, but then staying fundamentally attached to our own
egos, remaining dependent on our own capacities, and not moving one centimetre beyond
ourselves. We can fail to arrive at the fullness of life because we “follow”
Christ only insofar as He is reduced to being an extension of ourselves and our
own interests. We diminish Christ and make Him fit in with our ways of
understanding things, our sentiments, our expectations. Insofar as we diminish
Jesus in this way, we also diminish what He can accomplish in us.
It
is sometimes thought that the goal of Christianity is to make Jesus known. But
the real goal is to make him Lord of our lives.
The theme of this
Gospel reading is certainly about following Jesus. It is a striking
reading, intended to shake us from our lethargy. It emphasizes that the
business of following Jesus only begins at what we are erroneously inclined
to think is the final destination of the journey of the Christian: the recognition
that He is the Christ. This error is commonplace. Many systems of thought hold
that when man has understood his problems, then his problems are solved. This
is not true. The true resolution of humanity’s problems is not just the
diagnosis. but the cure. It is not enough just to recognize that Jesus is Lord,
we must make Him Lord of our lives. In order to do this we must remove
ourselves from the centre of our lives. Every Christian must “renounce himself,
take up his cross every day and follow me”.
Renunciation
of ourselves also includes renouncing self-criticism and negative
preoccupations with ourselves.
The notion of renunciation
is interesting. It implies that something that was previously affirmed must
later be negated. It asserts that something that was once believed in must now be
rejected. Each one of us must become that which has been rejected. And this is
proper order! Long before we get to the stage of saying to Jesus, “You are the
Christ”, how many times have we professed faith in ourselves! How many titles
and names have we tried to attribute to ourselves! And sometimes some of these
professions we have made to ourselves are entirely negative in character. The
renunciation of ourselves is not just the renunciation of self-aggrandisement;
it is also the renunciation of the negative thoughts we have towards ourselves.
It is often even more difficult to renounce our negative self-opinions than it
is to reject our pride. It is not just pride that Jesus asks us to renounce. Rather,
we must reject all focus on ourselves, whether it be self-critical or
self-acclaiming. A self-critical focus on ourselves still signifies that it is ourselves
that we are following. Christ must become the focus of our lives. We
must learn to live in an imbalanced way, making someone else the centre of
gravity in our lives, finally oriented towards His resurrection, His beauty,
His capacity to bring something new to our lives.
Renunciation
of self is not depressing news. It is wonderful news! Non-adherence to
ourselves permits us to attain the fullness of life when it is accompanied by the
redemptive adherence to Christ
Does the notion of
“losing our lives” really seem like such depressing news? I don’t think so. My
life when centred on myself is nothing compared to what it can be when it is
centred on Jesus. I should not fear the prospect of losing my life, but I
should be terrorized at the prospect of “keeping” it, remaining fixated with it.
My life is mortal, limited and full of self-deception. My real fear ought to be
the risk of not coming to the fullness of life, life restored and renewed by the
redemption. We should view this text as wonderful news! It shows us how to
escape from the anguished captivity of our egoistic selves and arrive at the “you”
of Christ.
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