October 28th 2018. Thirtieth
Sunday of Ordinary Time
GOSPEL Mark 10:46-52
Translated from a
homily by Don Fabio Rosini, broadcast on Vatican Radio
Don Fabio’s
reflection follows the Gospel reading . . .
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Reflection)
As Jesus was leaving
Jericho with his disciples and a sizable crowd, Bartimaeus, a blind man, the son of Timaeus,
sat by the roadside begging.
On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth,
he began to cry out and say,
"Jesus, son of David, have pity on me."
And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent.
But he kept calling out all the more,
"Son of David, have pity on me."
Jesus stopped and said, "Call him."
So they called the blind man, saying to him,
"Take courage; get up, Jesus is calling you."
He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
Jesus said to him in reply, "What do you want me to do for you?"
The blind man replied to him, "Master, I want to see."
Jesus told him, "Go your way; your faith has saved you."
Immediately he received his sight
and followed him on the way.
sat by the roadside begging.
On hearing that it was Jesus of Nazareth,
he began to cry out and say,
"Jesus, son of David, have pity on me."
And many rebuked him, telling him to be silent.
But he kept calling out all the more,
"Son of David, have pity on me."
Jesus stopped and said, "Call him."
So they called the blind man, saying to him,
"Take courage; get up, Jesus is calling you."
He threw aside his cloak, sprang up, and came to Jesus.
Jesus said to him in reply, "What do you want me to do for you?"
The blind man replied to him, "Master, I want to see."
Jesus told him, "Go your way; your faith has saved you."
Immediately he received his sight
and followed him on the way.
The Gospel of the Lord: Praise to you Lord
Jesus Christ
Kieran’s summary . . . In Sunday’s Gospel the blind man, Bartimaeus, calls out insistently, “Jesus
son of David, have mercy on me!” Prayer demands perseverance and resolve on our
parts. But what is it that makes us persevere? When we are aware of our poverty
and our desperation, then we call out most strongly to the Lord! Our weakness
and our neediness is the powerhouse of our prayer! The people tell Bartimaeus
to shut up. In my life too there are many forces that tell me to shut up, who
insist that I desist from praying. The three classic enemies of prayer are the
world, the flesh and the devil. The world
tells me to solve my own problems with direct action, not with submission to
the Lord. The flesh with its passions
and impulses is not disposed to prayer. It makes me lazy and wilful, distracts
me with other things. The devil tells
me that God does not listen to my prayer so why bother? He tells me that I am
of no importance before the Lord. All of these forces dissuade me from praying,
but they demonstrate how important prayer truly is! In response to these
negative voices I must become like Bartimaeus and cry to the Lord all the
louder. Bartimaeus casts away his cloak and turns with insistence to Jesus. We
too must cast away our “cloaks”, the things that conceal who we really are, the
roles and expectations that we have. We must place ourselves before the Lord so
that our prayer becomes a meeting of two desires, the desire of my heart and
the desire of the Lord for my good. But how can I be sure that my prayer will
be an expression of what is true and essential in my heart? If I persevere in
prayer, then the combat of perseverance will purify my prayer so that it
becomes a sincere expression of who I am before God and of my deepest needs.
Then we can expect Jesus to reply, as he did to Bartimaeus, “Go, your faith has
saved you!”
Prayer demands perseverance
and resolution. It is our very poverty that impels us to pray with fervour and
with persistence!
On this thirtieth Sunday of the year,
we read a passage of the Gospel which is a very important inspiration for the
prayer and liturgy of the Orthodox church. A blind man calls out repeatedly,
“Son of David, have pity on me!” Through reflection on this passage, we can
celebrate the gift of our dialogue with God in the liturgy, the spinal column
of our Christian lives. The story of Bartimaeus highlights that prayer involves
a struggle of perseverance, an entering into combat. Just like this blind man,
there is a sense in which we are all stopped at a point along the street,
unable to go any further and in great need. The power of prayer derives from
our very poverty! Our emptiness, our anguish, makes us turn towards God with
sincerity. We should not conceal our desperation but make it the powerhouse of
our pleading before God.
Just as the people told Bartimaeus to shut up, so too there are many
forces that try to quieten our prayers
Many people tell Bartimaeus to be
quiet. Similarly, there are many forces that dissuade us from turning towards
the Lord. The three historic enemies are the world, the flesh and the devil.
The attitude of the world is to say, “Why bother praying? Resolve your problems
yourself! Get to work and do something concrete!” The flesh with its passions
and impulses causes confusion and distracts us from prayer. “I don’t feel like
praying just now. I think I’ll have something to eat first. That phone call
needs to be made without delay. No, my mood is not right at this moment.” And
then there is the devil who speaks critically of God. He either tells us that
God does not bother to listen to someone as unworthy as me, or he tells me to
go ahead and resolve my problems myself. All of these voices together seek to
dissuade us from prayer. But we must persevere. The quality of our prayer is not always up to us, but the quantity is under our control. We must
persist, we must enter into this good fight. At the moment when we have the most
doubts rising in our hearts, that is the very time to pray most serenely. It is
the moment we can be sure that something is trying to oppose us, and therefore
we must cry out all the louder by the power of our very poverty.
In prayer, we must cast away all our masks and expectations. We must
welcome the grace that is at our doorstep, and then we must speak plainly to
the Lord, telling him our hearts’ desires
Jesus stops when he hears the cries of
Bartimaeus. The blind man casts away his cloak. The cloak was an inalienable
right in the jurisprudence of ancient Israel, and it was also a symbol of the
role a person had in society. Bartimaeus throws all of this away, his way of
existing, his explanations, his scheme of operating. In prayer, we must abandon
everything we think of ourselves, our expectations, our fixations, the way we
construct the realities of life. Instead, we must become aware that grace is at
our doorstep, casting away the veils that we place over things, the schemes
that we seek to fit life into. Then, when we place ourselves close to Jesus, we
will hear him say, as he said to the blind man, “What do you want me to do for
you?” The catechism of the Church tells us that prayer is the encounter between
two desires, what we desire and what God desires. We must have the courage to
ask whatever it is that we need to ask.
How can we be sure that in
prayer we will express to the Lord what is important in our hearts? Because, if
we have persevered, then our prayer will have been purified by the struggle, by
the renunciation of our masks and cloaks. The prayer that emerges will be a
true meeting of hearts with the Lord. And he will reply, “Go, your faith has
saved you!”
We can be confident that our prayer
will have been purified by our perseverance, our persistence, our struggle and
by the renunciation of our “cloaks”. And the prayer that emerges will be that
which we truly desire. In response Jesus says, “Go, your faith has saved you.”
In the combat of prayer, we arrive at the moment of grace. In this moment of
grace we see our small but absolutely essential role - the act of abandoning
ourselves in faith to God. Bartimaeus in his prayer refers to Jesus as the son
of David. This is an expression of his Hebrew faith in the coming of the
Messiah. His persistent prayer is a demonstration of this faith. He knows that
Jesus is capable of giving him the great gift of the light. And he immediately
has his sight restored and follows Jesus along the road. The former blind man
uses his newly restored vision to keep the Lord in sight, to see where he goes,
and to follow him.
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